Scared

How is it that our lives can be destroyed, misshapen and disheveled by the ill intentions of somebody else? You do your best, it’s still not enough. *buhbuh, buhbuh, buhbuh*

I used to feel so good and be so confident, now nothing is good enough. *Buhbuhbuhbuhbuh* my heartbeat races.

Peace and serenity. Hope and Laughter. These things align with no ever after *Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep* 

The Enemy is Within the Message

 Arbitrarily you come into my life uninvited, you’re not welcome here, you are no friend of mine. Never do you offer help, you uproot my existence. Xenial, is not how we are, we are not friends, you hurt me and cause me the utmost pain. I feel alone and disconnected, stranded because of you. Obviously you don’t care, you would have me suffocate rather than succeed. Understand this, you will not win, you will not control me. Still feeling abandoned, but will get better, with no help from you. 

Unexpected Ally

“I’m not looking for a friend,” he said solemnly.

He’s not sad, he’s not lonely.

Then one day they strike up a conversation, 

They’ve got a lot in common, age, mindset and situation.

She’s really kind and empathetic to boot.

She’s not like the others, a rare, strange fruit.

“I wasn’t looking for a friend,” the boy says slyly,

“But I found an unexpected ally.”