This time of day

I feel the warmth of your skin against mine,

Our lips are joined, in magic they combine.

You know my desires, without being told,

but then again, you know just how to hold.

Our bond is unnatural, but sacred to some.

We’ve not changed our ways, we were born as we come.

When the sun sinks low, I am assured,

that’s just how I know.

This is a wish, and I am alone.

Unexpected

We package our lives with perfect bows,

Hiding our bumps, scars and woes.

Showing our best and hiding the rest.

Family gatherings are supposed to take precedence,

But now they are more of a nuisance.

This anger inside me has festered and boiled with rage.

I feel like I am concerned and fearful more than anyone my age. 

All these fake ass bitches playing so perfect and tidy. 

I have to wonder, what shit are they hiding? 

I use to say hate was a powerful word, now I’m putting it out there, it needs to be heard.

People play happy in their shiny glass houses.

Well fuck you, even mansions have roaches and mouses. 

You’ve built yourself so high that I live for the moment you fall and cry. 

You’re Not Alone

I’m the one who was there and seen you grown,

You ma’am are not alone.

You rear these children to be bright and strong,

You ma’am are not alone.

You are not trapped, nor isolated,

Let your independence not be debated.

I’ve been there for you, from the start.

I’ll always be there heart-to-heart.

Me, redefined

Iron your clothes, make your bed.

Do what you’re told, don’t question what’s said.

Make a pretty picture, stay in the lines.

Write only happy lyrics, make sure it rhymes.

*Remix*

I am not what you expect.

I do what feels right, I make my own map. 

You do not get to dictate who I am nor who I will become. My love, life and passions are not yours to share. Don’t worry, these aren’t your burden to bare. It’s taken so long to say this, to make you aware. If you don’t like who I am or will be, I DON’T CARE! 

Blind Trust

Why do you rely on me? I constantly fail you, let you down and leave you longing for more.

I am not a good person. My intentions are selfish and my life is a bore.

What the hell do you think I do good? What the fuck do you need me for? 

I used to goals and aspirations. Now my life is lacking any celebrations.

When I was young, I used to want to see the world.

Now I only want to leave this world.

Do you seriously believe that there are “good people”? 

Hell no, this world is pure evil.

You find someone you feel like you trust, they dull your shine, they leave you to rust. 

The purest release comes looking down a barrel. If you do it, will anyone even care though? 

Hello Again

Hello again, dear friend, Old foe.

You used to move so swiftly and catch me unaware.

I used to fear your presence, 

Now I’m not certain I care.

Wrap me in your blanket once more,

At least then I know for certain,

This is the final call of the curtain.

Embrace me dear friend, Old foe

And let me go no more.